Whenever I see someone force a kid to eat or anyone in general It's like a trigger for me and I want to start crying. If I get too full I start crying. I'm underweight and food is going to kill me if I can't get over this. I grew up where vomit was a bad thing. I've seen my friends have to eat their own puke because they didn't like the food and threw it up.. How do I get over this? I've been to therapy for years and I need something to change my subconscious thinking. I can't take pills I'm allergic to all of them. Including aspirin..