I'm so scared and have no one to talk to

Tari
I'm so scared and have no one to talk to. I got pregnant last year around this time and lost my 1st baby April 9th. again I got pregnant Nov 9th and lost baby number 2 later that month. I just found out I am pregnant again. I would do anything to be a mom. Any advice. I'm so scared to pee and see blood!!