Since my ectopic removal in November my periods have been so irregular and I'm tired of trying to track ovulation. I just don't think I can emotionally handle ttc anymore. Everyone around me is pregnant or just had a baby and I feel like i missed my chance. Don't get me wrong I'm very blessed with 3 boys of my own and a stepson, I just wanted a girl and am a little bit depressed since af showed up today on cd 33.