Sooo i am an idiot

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I got excited for about 3 minutes cos i realised my doctor put me on clomid this cycle and next (picked up the pills last month, couldn't start til this cycle and just didn't pay attention til now) so i feel positive.
Then i get a message from my friend saying she is pregnant with baby 2. 
She has endometriosis and took 3 months to conceive #1 and 4 months for baby 2. I have been trying 16 months for one.
Life fucking sucks. I am happy for her (i know it seems like i'm not but i swear i am!) but i want to cry my eyes out right now. My husband is a right idiot just like oh it'll happen blah blah. I am so over this shit!
Anyway, i need some info on clomid (success, side effects, what supplements compliment or ones to avoid) .....i am so not prepared!!! Thanks ladies. ❤️✨