Every time Af arrives, at the end if every ttw, every bfn and last but certainly not least every time ANOTHER friend/family member tells me their good news, I mean I'm happy for them, but it depresses me. Nobody thinks how telling the girl who lost her baby that you're going to have 1 feels to that person .... I'm just done. Emotionally drained. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.