On March 29th I went for my Nuchal translucency screening and found out my baby no longer had a heartbeat. On the 30th I went in for the D&C and they gave me a picture of the baby. The measured at 9 weeks 1 day. As I was thinking back to then I relized that day I had been really sick. Violently throwing up for hours trying to keep any fluids or food down was impossible. Could that have been the reason my baby died. I thought I had there was something wrong and I had called the over night doctors that night and they told me to just try and drink slow and warm liquids no one said to go to the hospital. I keep thinking if I had gone to the hospital I would haven't lost my baby. This was supposed to be my rainbow baby and now I have two angels. I feel like I failed as a mom already and maybe don't deserve to be a mom if I could have prevented this.