I really hate myself right now. I've suffered from an eating disorder most of my life. I eat too much then I fast. I've been very good lately and eating somewhat normal. I haven't taken my depression pill in a couple days because I forgot them at my parents when I saw them this weekend. and I ended up bingeing really bad today. I hate myself for it. I just want to cry. I feel really uncomfortable with my body. I feel fat. I'm average sized but I feel fat. I hate that I ate so much today.