I'm a little sad

Patricia • My name is Tricia! I've been married for almost 6 years. I have 2 beautiful girls!
I just switched to exclusive pumping. I tried so hard to breastfeed with my baby but I just can't. My nipples are bleeding and blistered. I'm pretty sure my ducts are closed. I tried!! I could t breastfeed my first either. I was an exclusive pumper for 5 months but was unable to keep my supply going because I was young and inexperienced. I am going to this time and I am going to put everything into it. It hurts to know I can do the breastfeeding thing. But as long as I'm giving my baby as much as I can give 😢 it felt good to see that she was full and satisfied finally