Terrible day

So I'm 18 years old I'll had my first altrasound today ND found out I had a miscarriage seeing the baby in the altrasound with no heart beat the doctors Akshay what I want to do if I want to do another altrasound next Tuesday to see if anyt hi ingredients happens to see if it's too early to hear the heart beat or something but idk then she said you're very strong seeing that you have no emotion to your face or anything I've been thro enough to know how to not show emotion but this is finally hitting ND my boyfriend