Wishful thinking

Amanda • One early miscarriage at 5w in April 2015, second early miscarriage in June 2015. Healthy baby girl born April 2016. Third early miscarriage feb 2019 and Fourth early miscarriage May 2019.TTC BABY #2
Does anyone else go to their weekly appointments hoping that the doctor will do an exam and be like ok go to l&d and have the baby! Haha. Such wishful thinking but even being 2 days overdue is annoying meeeee.