Thinking about giving my baby up for adoption?):

I'm a senior in high school, so is my boyfriend I got offered to go cheer for University California for college next year that I'm committed to. An he's going off to play basketball in college, we've been together since middle school an pretty much have had a perfect relationship been out of the country traveled all over together did some amazing things with him. I was on birth control but they took me off because of health issues for a couple months I missed 2 periods but I thought it was because the birth controls turns out I'm pregnant.. I was thinking of abortion but I'm over 8 weeks the baby already has a heart beat and it's even illegal in my state for the baby to have a heart beat. I can't bring myself to do it, I know we're both not ready for a kid. An was wondering how the process works almost. An in a way I want to keep it because I'm sad me an my partner will no longer be together but I know I can't keep it for that reason so thank you in advanced!