I'm miserable

Guys I don't know what to do. I feel awful especially when women (including many I know) have had lost a pregnancy or are having a hard time getting pregnant.

I've wanted children my entire life. Kids are my life. Im almost 7 weeks pregnant, my husband is super excited but... I'm just miserable all the time.

I feel sick all the time. Like all. The. Time. It's been constant for like 2 weeks now. Nothing helps and it's making me emotional to say the least. Couple that with my boobs always hurting and everytime my husband even gently brushes them walking next to me I instantly get furious and all but scream at him. My hormones are all over the place. Hell I sob when he leaves for work!

This is my first pregnancy if you couldn't guess and I just don't know how to handle all this. It doesn't help that I had to stop my anxiety meds. I'd talk to a doctor but I live on a military base and the army hospital they assigned me too isn't even giving me my first appointment until I'm 12 weeks which I think is ridiculous. My husband wants me to go to one out in town instead.

I'm sorry this is so long but I haven't told anyone what I'm feeling until now. I just don't know what to do... has anyone else ever felt like this? Sometimes I catch myself whining in my head and even saying I wished I wasn't pregnant, which makes me feel so awful...