After 3 years of TTC we finally git there 3weeks ago but unfortunately after 2weeks I miscarried it was devastating. I felt like I'd lost a part of me, and kept thinking "why me?! How is this fair?!" I hate feeling jealous of friends or family that now get pregnant but I can't help it. I'm terrified for when/if I next get pregnant...I have/still suffer with anxiety and depression and I'm worried this will raise its ugly head again.