Having an emotional weekend, baby was due.

I didn't think it'd hit me so hard but my due date was April 9th, tomorrow. I lost my baby girl at 20 weeks on November 30th. I've been crying for no reason this last few days when I've been doing well for nearly 3 weeks now. This is definitely an experience that no one can prepare you for in any way. Meanwhile we have decided to just let God decide when it's time for another but it also makes me think if Aileen so much too. The hurt definitely doesn't go away, but has lessened a lot compared to the first 6 weeks after our loss. My hugs and prayers of peace and comfort to those of you all that your hurt can be comforted somehow in your own needed way. It's okay to cry, I've definitely learned that 💝