Already a mother??

Hi girls! Maybe I will sound crazy, but   is it possible our body to "get" the ideea from our brain that we are already mothers? I live with my husband for almost 5 years and I took care of him, like I 'll do for my baby,spoon feeding him wile watch him playing on computer, I gave him massages before sleep time, I took care of all of the small things in house, I really love him and he is really good to me. Is it possible my brain to think that,and maybe this is the reason I don't get pregnant?! Please don't laugh 😚😓 thank u!! Don't get me wrong I love taking care of him:) someone told me psychologically and spiritually if u don't need be a parent kids won't come.. I maybe sound stupid, i'm reffering more to religios stuff. Trying from August '15 😘😘