Ttc before deployment

Madison • Mother of an Angel, August Matthew
I never thought we'd be here. My hubby always joked that when he went over seas he'd " stick a baby in me" I never wanted to give birth without him, and pregnancy while your partner is gone.... Not ideal. But after our we lost our unborn son in Feburary here we are trying again...
I'm not sure If im nervous. About the deployment. The baby. Or anything. 
What has been your experience on the matter?