My crazy baby fever 👶🏻😆

I have always loved babies 😍 since i was a little kid 🎀 . When i was little I wanted a doll who can pee and eat and cry like a real baby but i didnt buy one. When i was a kid i was so facinated about babies , babies are so cute and makes me happy. I worked at daycare with babies from 1-3 years old and it was amazing, little kids loves me i dont know why and they always stare at me. Now am married and my husband has baby fever too and we really wish for a baby. One day we went to a restaurang and there was a cute little girl she came to us she was like 2-3 years old and she sat with us and she eat with us and her mother was laughing. My husband was sooo cute with this little girl and i think he would be an amazing father 😍😍😍😍 we both are TTC since 6 months but am not pregnant yet.. one day i was so sick and just throwing up and we thought i was pregnant but no 😞😞😞 i am 23 years old and i dont have any problem with my ovaries and my period is regular .. i hope i hope i hope its my turn this month!!!! because everybody is pregnant my husband friends and my friends... i feel so bad and ashamed...