Mega faint BFP?!?

I was going to give up this month because I felt out but this month has been so weird. So many things have happened along with these extremely crazy vivid dreams that I just couldn't ignore that maybe I wasn't out completely. I'm 12dpo and took a test this morning and it was so faint that I called it negative even though it showed at 8 mins mark. I took another one and again, 8 mins and super faint. I would dig out the other test to compare the two but for once in their life, my teenagers took all the trash out before they left for school!! I have the one I just took but I'm just not sure. The line, even though it's super super faint, showed at 8 mins mark. I took it out the case to take this picture because the glare keeps affecting the picture but please tell me I'm not seeing things!!! I know I want a BFP so bad but I also know how one can get line eyes after wanting to see that BFP!!! Thanks for looking!