I've been debating whether having a VBAC or a c-section and originally was going for a VBAC but have had the the worst anxiety over it. Seeing my MD today, I talked about my fears and anxiety about it and he made me feel like I was irritating him for not going through with a VBAC. I kind of felt ashamed for choosing this route, but I honestly felt the most overwhelming sense of peace come over me once it was scheduled. It's hard to explain, but the knot in my stomach from this which started 3 months ago is now gone. I'm overwhelmingly happy inside and feel much more secure and settled in my decision.