Can anyone relate ?

So I just got my test results back for my pap and my gyno told me it came back abnormal. She said its so mild to not even worry but I'm freaking out! It's most likely hpv & apparently most females who are sexually active have it. I just have to go every year for a pap to make sure it doesn't get worst. I feel so dirty for this and I want to know that I am not alone. :(