He has some "sick days" he can take off but only 4 left now and hes clumsy with a lame immune system so odds are those will be used up before baby is here anyway. I'm so nervous. I've tried to prepare and still have some time but. I haven't even held a baby in 11 years. And when my baby is less than a week old I'm going to be left alone with him ALL day (4am-6/7pm)