Isabella β€’ Young mommy to Miguel Jr. Born June 2nd 2016 ❀️. 20. Expecting April 24 2017
So I'm here just to mainly rant I guess. I'm 33 weeks pregnant and lately I've just been feeling really depressed. All I want to do is sleep. But it's mainly during the day because I cannot sleep at night for anything. And it's mainly because my SO works nights. I've been feeling really neglected. My friends that I have don't exactly try to make an effort to see me or ask to do anything and when I do ask them, they're just busy. & lately me and my SO aren't very intimate. & when we are together he's either on his phone (I assure you either on Instagram or playing his stupid game) or watching TV. All I want to do is cry because lately I just feel so alone. I have no one to talk to at all. & I don't see my family much anymore because they live an hour away and I don't like to make the drive. I don't work anymore because my SO thought that it would be the right choice to quit my job due to many reasons. I just don't know what to do at this point. I told him that I wanted space because I don't know how to handle my emotions right now. & maybe it'd give him time to miss me? I probably sound super pathetic. I just idk.Β