Don't know what to do

I'm so lost, I dont know whether to quit my job or keep it. I'm a makeup artist, but I can't hold any of my classes or book weddings often because of work. I need the money to keep my bills paid and my products up to date, but I need time as well. I don't know what to do. I love tried applying to different makeup companies so that I could at least be in the atmosphere with people that understand the necessity of wedding experience. My general manager doesn't care about my goals. Which is understandable. I just need a bit of advice as to what you guys would do in this situation