No one cares about me or my little one 😢

So I'm 12 weeks and 3 days pregnant. I moved states to be closer to family and to have that family support. When my family found out I was pregnant they told me to go to hell and they disowned me. They don't want anything to do with me and they said don't Count on them helping me. I'm so lost right now. I have no friends and no family. I feel like a piece of shit. Like I've done something wrong. I thought family was always suppose to be there for you but apparently not. I don't know how I'm going to do this all on my own. I can't even have a baby shower 😰 there's no way I'm going to be able to give and get everything my little one is going to need. I really need advice. Someone please tell me I'm not alone in this. How can I do this, how am I going to be able to do this. I'm so afraid and not for me, for my peanut. I feel like a piece of shit right now, I feel like a bad mother already.. I'm just crying my eyes out right now.