Trying so hard not to stress but it's hard when everyone around you is getting pregnant

I refuse to see baby bumps, baby clothes, baby stuff, pregnancy announcements etc. It is so hard for me to talk to my best friend because she's pregnant it's not that I have anything against her I love her to death and happy for her. It's just hard cause I don't wanna hear how her daughter is kicking, see how many things she bought for her baby, and no I'm not being selfish at all I'm glad she's happy and it's just super hard for me. I've been trying for almost 13 months now and I've decided to just not really try anymore, not think of sex as a chore, and just live my life. But it's hard when everything just reminds you of a baby!😔 nothing else I can do besides wait I can't deal oh well.