I have my gender US tomorrow where I will be 21nweeks and 3 days. I haven't seen my little bug since 8 weeks in US.

I have heard the heart beat and been measured and poked and prodded.

But of course with my pending appointment comes an overwhelming anxiety. I am worried they will find something wrong with my baby.

I worried the first US that they wouldn't find the baby in the sac even though this is my first pregnancy and there is no history of anything bad in my family or my husbands.

I worry myself to death. About cysts, organs not growing right, physical issues, Down...

I didn't take those tests about defects and such. My mom did and my husband's ex did. My sister's and his daughters were all supposedly supposed to have down, but none of them do. And paying $300 out of pocket for a test to freak me out seemed so crazy at the time. But now I am all panicked and worried that I didn't get them done.

I just want a healthy baby. Girl or boy doesn't matter. I just want a healthy baby.