Due date!

Preslee
I wonder if anybody else shares the same feelings. My due date is coming up, only a few weeks untill I'll be full term. I find myself anxious to feel normal again and not so tired and heavy but really have taken in this moment of being pregnant at the same time. I'm nervous looking forward to my labor greatly. I had my first 7 years ago and it was traumatic to my body. I was 17 and my son just wasn't able to come out. I had to be cut and doctors used several different vacuums and forceps along with several different variations all without medication due to timing circumstances . The whole experience makes me cringe. Of coursw i am excited to meet my babygirl but i also am very worried. What are tips for an easy delivery? No tearing? Is there anybody else who dreads the child birth part of all of this?