Sorry about this 😔

I usually dont post about things like this cause i am a firm believer of GOD and his good plans for me. But i just found out that one of my almost like family friend is 22 weeks pregnant. I didnt know but its been a few weeks now were i kind of feel her eldest daughter was hinting she was pregnant. Last time i spoke to her a few months back it sounded like she was done having children. I thought i was over this I want to feel excited for her but i feel a bit envious cause she has 5 children already and now shes pregnant with her 6th child and I don't even have 1 yet.