Month of hell

Ellena
This month has been the worst ever!! 
Firstly my partner dislocated his knee
Then my poor cat got killed
Then my partner has to have an operation and we can't go on our holiday in 11 days!! 
I have my first 9 weeks scan next Tuesday! This pregnancy is after a mmc last year! 
Luck doesn't seem to be on our side & I am so scared! I half just don't want to go to the scan! I can't take anymore bad news! 
I hope my little bean is sticking around this time! We need some good news 😢😢x