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I just need to vent.

Alaina • Tue, May 10

I took a test today (cd43) and it was a BFN. I felt fine. I kinda figured it was negative because I never got a positive opk, but for the first time in YEARS I got EWCM so I thought it was possible that maybe I would get a bfp. I was okay until I told DH round two of clomid 100 didn't work. Now I just feel broken and useless. My body can't even have a period on its own and I can't handle it anymore. After trying for so long, I really thought round two would work for us. I'm so heartbroken over this cycle and I don't even know why. Im just tired. I'm tired of having PCOS. I'm tired of not being able to have a normal cycle. I'm tired of having to go to the doctor's to even attempt to ttc. I just want a baby and I want to stop having to try so damn hard to get one.

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