34 weeks stress!

So I 34 weeks and still working. I am not really bothered by that currently but i am anemic and have to undergo a c-section.. I hope that things go well because I have been taking extra iron pills and prenatal. My doc is really evil because I explained to her that because of religious reasons I will not accept a blood transfusion. He said ok so let you bleed to death got it. 😳😳 I find that I get bullied a lot by everyone until I lose it and start acting raving mad. So I decided not to go back to her. But now I have no doctor so close to delivery and it's not like I can just push this baby out like normal I need to be hospitalized. I'm so upset I have no idea what to do.  This was the final straw of a long list of crap my doctor did through my pregnancy. Even prescribed me wrong medication and said everything will be fine after I finished it all in a week. I'm tired of being done wrong and I must say this pregnancy has been the worst experience yet. I hope my shower cheers me up. Good food n friends and a good time enjoying wholesome association.