😞 my little baby angel 😞

My baby would of been 6 months old today :'( had miscarriage at 8 weeks the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with still to this day I cry thinking my little boy or little girl should be here 😞 watching them grow up playing with their big sister! Been trying to conceive since I miscarried feels like it's never going to happen and the doctors won't help me in any way 😢 don't know what to do next.. X