I've been with my boyfriend for almost 5 years and I love him with all my heart but a lot of things are happening right now that are making me insecure about our relationship. Today my grandmother died and I desperately wanted him to come with me to my home town and spend a couple days with me for moral support for the funeral and he refused. That hurt my feelings a lot but I didn't want to fight so I let it go. Also this is the 7TH night in a row I've tried to have sex and have been regected. Seveneth. Tonight I cried while he slept because I felt so bad that he didn't even want to be with me before I left town. What am I doing wrong? What can I do? I'm trying very hard to get through this tough patch we're in and it doesn't seem like he's interested. . .