Okay, I'm just going to put it out there: I'm fat. I currently weigh 277lbs. I'm 15w5d pregnant with my second child. About a year ago I was 330lbs. I lost a most excellent 70lbs to get me to 260lbs and I was feeling myself. I still wasn't perfect, of course, but I was a hell of a lot better than I was before. I swore to myself I wouldn't let myself get above 300lbs ever again. As I said before, I'm 277 right now(all gained since pregnancy). As I type this there is a torrent of tears pouring from my eyes. I'm approaching the danger zone and quickly. I know I need to exercise and I know everyone is going to tell me "no excuses" but my body is taking the pregnancy and the weight very poorly. I have a lot of low back pain, my left thigh goes numb and due to a complication with my uterus, I'm on restriction. So, I can't exercise vigorously enough to get even ten of these 17lbs to FUCK OFF. Stress is high because of losing my job, and therefore our second income, due to said restrictions and I'm an emotional eater. I feel entirely helpless. If anyone has suggestions that are constructive, please let me know. If anyone, for some reason, feels the need to comment negatively, I'd sincerely like you to write it down on a piece of paper, get it out of your system. You're entitled to your own opinion and I know that. Now, I want you to take that piece of paper and forcibly insert it into your anus. It's not nice to be mean to people who feel terrible already.