We had an early miscarriage in March following a FET. I have been able to talk about it and think about it without too much sadness. Of course it made me sad but no tears most of the time. But this week has been so tough. I find myself crying every time I have a few minutes to myself, like when I'm driving or just doing stuff around the house. We had our second FET early May and found out on Monday it had failed (not a miscarriage just no pregnancy). And this week would also have been the time we'd have started announcing our pregnancy - I would have been 13 weeks and if we'd made it to this point I would have been able to get off the meds I was on. After the miscarriage I thought 'it's okay, I'll be pregnant again before my due date to get me through', but now that can't happen. We need time to save for a new full <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> cycle, so we're going to have to wait until the late November/ early December cycle - we have only 5 set cycles to access each year in my area.l, so to give us time to save it's going to have to be November at the earliest, otherwise it'll be Feb 2017 - the first cycle next year.