It's like a disease! 😂

So as some of you may know, my husband and I have been trying for almost 7 cycles now. (My period for May will make 7 unsuccessful cycles and I say that even though I'm currently only about a week past ovulation because I just really don't think it happened this month even though I know it's too early to tell). Anyway, I thought for sure that outbound happen within 3 months and then again at 6 months and every month that passes and I don't get my BFP I get more and more sad and upset and all I can ever think about is being pregnant. Well it's gotten so bad that the last couple days I have caught myself in public staring at couples and women with their young children and babies and even women who are currently pregnant. And I'm surprised none of them have caught me back, but am I the only one who does his? I just get so envious of these people, I'm happy for them especially since for all I know they could have had trouble getting there themselves, but all I can think about is being pregnant. And I yearn for it so much it hurts every time I see people who have the one thing I want more than anything! I'm just feeling bummed I wish I knew why it hasn't happened yet. We have all the happiness and love that every child deserves. 😭