First time touching

I was laying in bed with him, and scared to do anything. We were sitting together and I was rubbing his stomach and getting lower. He asked me if I wanted to touch it, and I just froze up. 🙊 I wanted to, I did, but I felt so nervous! Eventually he guided my hand and I felt around under his boxers... I don't know how, but somehow I couldn't find it. xD He laughed and I felt embarressed and pulled away, but he gently grabbed my hand again and I found it. I couldn't believe how HUGE he was 😍 I was so happy, I just stared at it in bliss.