With an addict.

I always see these cute posts about how someone has is with a drug addict and how it was a rough road but it was worth it in the end. I always thought that would be mine and my husbands future. Now I can see it's not. We have a 2 years old son together which is worse. All I did was remind him that our car insurance has to be in the 26th he stops making our son dinner drags me from the laundry room so he can hit me because I was bothering him. We've been married 7 years he's had a drug issue for 2 years. I'm crying at my sister in laws while the police are searching for him. I feel like a bad wife but I can't do this anymore. Going to file for divorce Monday and Full custody of our son.