Hoping this is it.

I've been trying to conceive baby number 5 for almost 4 years now without any luck. But for the last week I've been crying over everything. I'm nauseous all the time and have been throwing up every night. Exhausted too. And for the last 3 days I've had cramps and feel like I'm going to start my period at any second and have creamy white cm. Lots of it. I'm not supposed to get AF until the 26. Hoping she doesn't come and this is my BFP. Baby dust to all