Hate this feeling ☹️😔

I feel like I don't even matter to my fiancé anymore I'm just the one who makes his lunch and dinner. I clean up after him and take care of our daughter and how does he repay me? I want to go to the park cause it's a nice day, he decides to do his own thing. I'm so sick and tired of feeling like he doesn't care about me. I'm just about to get ready to say screw this and have an abortion....ill be the only one taking care of him/her. Plus with my 8 month old daughter. All I want is to spend time with him as a family but no I guess I don't matter anymore and I'm just there.....😢💔