37+3 today, and let me just say... I am OVER IT! 😂

Don't get me wrong...I'm very grateful to be able to bare children and to have had a healthy pregnancy, but that doesn't mean I'm not entitled to get a little frustrated here and there!! I've already had to stop working, as I am a bartender and can no longer fulfill my work duties as needed. Complaint number one! I am SO bored all the time. I just want something to do! I have cleaned my house from top to bottom, washed all the baby clothing, got her room set up perfectly...what else is there to do?! I just sit and wait for my SO to come home from work each day. It's the highlight of my day to just go to the grocery store, or to Walmart to browse!!! 😂 Once the baby is here, I'm sure I will be begging for some downtime, but as of now....I am BORED. 

I live in Alabama...so it's staring to get HOT, ladies!! So for those of you who have been pregnant for those grueling summer months, I know you understand! I can't even walk around outside for a few minutes without my hands and my feet swelling up like balloons! 

Speaking of HOT...I cannot eat ANYTHING without getting indigestion. Literally anything. I ate a fun sized Milky Way the other day and 30 minutes later, my chest and throat were on fire. I mean, really?! A freakin tiny little Milky Way?! 

My poor, stretched belly is SO sore all the time. I'm obviously housing an Olympic gymnast in there, because she is always on the move! Kicking and rolling around like crazy. I have to have help to get off the dang couch. It takes me forever to get out of bed to pee in the middle of the night...and let's face it, we all know how often that happens!! Wanna take a nice warm bath?! Forget about it unless someone is home to help PULL you out when you're finished! Lol 

The exhaustion...oh the exhaustion. Have I traveled back to the first trimester? Sometimes I'm not sure. But then if I stay in the house all day resting, I end up feeling like crap and needing to get out of the house! Can't win for losing! I broke down in tears the other day out of no where! My boyfriend just doesn't understand! Don't get me wrong, he is very helpful to me, but he's also a very sarcastic person and likes to joke around a lot. I'm the same way, but when it comes to being this uncomfortable all the time...that's just not something I want to be poked fun at. For example...we were sitting in birthing class last week (which is a 2 hour class, sitting upright in an uncomfortable chair) and my feet were HUGE from swelling. I pointed it out to him, and a few minutes later, I notice he's trying to take a PICTURE on his phone to add to his snapchat story!! 😡😡😡 so of course, I was pissed. Like, sure!! Just use my misery for your entertainment. And speaking of sitting upright for so long...I can't sit upright in a chair for a length of time without feeling like someone took a hammer to my tailbone. It's hard for me to get up from the sitting position and walking around is nearly impossible. 

Well I got off subject a bit and went on a little tangent 😂 but it feels so good to rant! But before i go, again let me just say how thankful I am to be able to have this baby girl, and I can't WAIT to meet her. She is already so loved by all of our friends and family...but I'm ready to love her on the OUTSIDE and get her the heck out of my stomach!!