Looking into a Doppler.

mamaX2
I don't know about you guys but being 13 weeks and not being able to feel movement yet has me very up tight. I know a person who goes to my church that went to an appointment and their baby's heart just stopped. They had been very physiological for me and I haven't heard my baby since 10w4d! I really really want a doppler! Am I crazy for this? Do any of you have one? Was it worth the purchase?