Constant reminder

Claire • Proud mummy of a one year old daughter, hoping to male her a big sister. 💗👶🏼
Grrr I'm so frustrated. I should be 32 weeks pregnant this week but lost at 6w+5d. It's hard to deal with anyway but one of my best friends found out she was pregnant the same day. Our due dates are the same too.  Althroughout her pregnancy she's been posting on social media her scan pics, nursery pics, bump pics, the sex of the baby, pic of everything she's brought, about how excited they are etc and I just hate her more and more on a daily fricking basis. Then today she's posted his she's now gone on maternity leave. I'm so sad and upset as all I can think is "that should be me" anyone else thinks im being selfish???