Anyone else?

I can't be the only one who gets SUPER depressed and extremely upset when their period hits.. I hate it, I hate having it, I hate dealing with it, I hate feeling unclean, I hate everything about it, but ultimately.. I hate that I'm not pregnant.

All I've ever wanted was to be a mom, and after losing 2 babies back to back, then having my rainbow baby, it has been hard.. I just want to be pregnant, never have I felt more confident, attractive, and happy than when I was pregnant..

My husband promised to always support us, and when he joined the Army I thought it would be possible to have the big family I've always wanted.. then he separated, and I'm nothing but unhappy, depressed, and angry all of the time.. I hate it..