Is it wrong?

Is it wrong to want two people created as one ....well I have two babydads three by my first n currently prego with one by my SO .....me and my first bd didn't work out cuz he's to much of a "man whore " and he also use to abuse me ....but besides all that he did everything for me and his boys ....now I'm with my SO now and he does everything for me but his attitude sucks its like he's always mad bout something ....I just wish I could combine the two of thr good traits and make one person .....js random .....