It's still very very early

Monica
It's still very very early.. Missed period today and have a very faint line. I had a MC about 4 years ago. My sis had 2 my mom had 5. Going to call the doctor as soon as they open to keep an eye on my progesterone and hcg levels. I'm very neutral though in my emotions.. I'm a little excited but much less than I thought I would be - I guess I'm just trying to protect myself. My husband and I just started trying this month.. But we don't have a problem getting pregnant .. It's just the keeping it. Holding my breath and not telling anyone yet... Even my husband - well except you guys!