I've been so tired lately I'm still doing usual picking up dishes vacuuming...I had a few days of just trashing things and move a *emptied* fish tank down to the living room and put it back up and fish back in...I didn't want my baby in the same room of as it. I still want to move my living room around I can't do that with out dad's help and our bed room...our daughters are all born in May so we are having a huge party tomorrow for them. Oh I am currently out of work due to my mother trying to take a car she gave me that was dead in her yard and we fixed it and I was so mad because it's my only car. We have two in his name ones been sitting broken the other a van we bought now that we need a larger vehicle. So since I was unwilling to let her have it back she's will no longer watch my kids so I can work...putting me out of work at 32 weeks. I also don't qualify for leave so I couldn't take it early. I've been fighting with my kids doctor to get a camp forum filled out before June 1st still havnt got it back and my daughters won't be able to attend camp if I dont. We have the baby party on June 18th ...I'm just so stressed out and it's getting on dad's nerves he yelled at me to stop looking at things to worry about. My main problem is the camp the girls really have worked so hard to go I don't want to let them down. It's going to be my youngest first time she's been telling everyone about it. I lottery have bad dreams about it now. I just dont know how to stop stressing about it all.