Anyone else don't enjoy breastfeeding?

Mirjam
I've been breastfeeding since the beginning my little one is 3 weeks old now and I had a oversupply issue at the beginning but it is much better now because my midwife siggested I start to block feed. I still get engorged from time to time but it is not as bad anymore. He's doing good on the breast but gets very fuzzy sometimes due to gas. My nipples hurt and itch quite a bit but nothing out of the norm I'd think. I feel so guilty saying this but I really do not enjoy breastfeeding at all and I kind of dread it each time. I love bonding with him and I'm all for breastfeeding but I'm also miserable doing it. I've been thinking about quitting so many times but then I feel too guilty! Maybe it's just too early and it gets easier? Anyone else dealing with this or are you all loving breastfeeding?