This has been one of the worst days!!!!

Wanting to go to the mountains to decorate graves for my family. Get halfway up the mountains. 2 hours away from home and our engine blew!!!!!! Still making payments on it. don't have extra money to cover the repairs. 😢😱😓😩 eed to mention this is the second time in 5 years that this has happened!!!! Feeling pathetic and lost and just want to cry.