I've been with my SO for a little over a year, but we've talked and had things for each other for well over 5 years. He had a really hard time where he lived before with his grandmother, so I took him in my apartment & let him live here with me. I pay everything on my own: car payment, rent, electricity, Internet, cable..... Everything. I have three part time jobs to pay for everything, and my SO just sits around and doesn't even do the chores around the house until I absolutely beg him. He recently just got a job, which he doesn't have a car, so I have to take him to work and get him and bring him back home. He has previously went through my phone, and anything that has to do with a guy.... He's erased, but it's perfectly fine for him to keep adding girls and socializing with them. He is always doing things that I HAVE to be okay with, or if I do something he doesn't like he doesn't want- it's the end of the world. He cusses and yells at me all the time, and tells me that he's gonna move out. I lost my dad four years ago, because he was murdered and I've had a really rough life since then. He use to be so loving to me, but now it seems like he is only here for a place to stay. He never wants to spend anytime with me at all... He is either on his phone, playing xbox, or in the neighborhood with the kids. He never makes time for me, and it hurts because I do so much for him, and I never get anything in return.  I don't feel like I can drop things with him, I really don't I would be completely emotionally unstable. & I have NO ONE to talk to at all. I just need some advice/cheering up. I don't even know what to do.